난 엄마 사랑

our truest life is when we are in dreams awake

2011-10-16T16:50:00.007+08:00

hiiiii, yup i'm back for a post. i've finally finished my nlevels, my last lap in secondary school and i'm free from books!!! and on tuesday, it's my graduation day. i'll definitely miss all my teachers and friends but not the school, hahaha. actually i've already ended school on 29 of sept and ended my n levels on 7 of oct. weee y'know the feeling is so awesome. immediately right after my last paper on 7 of oct, i went to dye my hair with my usual few pretty girls~ mine was okay but liyi's one couldn't see anything because her hair was too black.. :( and xiaowen's hair is.... like orang utan!!! that was not what she expected.. :< she wanted red. hahahaha so funny pwease. headed down for an interview and we're gonna start work on tuesday after graduation day. although we can earn a lot, but it's like no life at all lor.. 6days per week, and rotational off days. 9.30am - 6.30pm. the nearest mrt station is at bras basah, or bugis (10th chocolate street) is the shop name. do come and visit us ok!!! ^^v patchan bought another red hair dye in ntuc and come over to my house to dye. it's like a salon okay. the outcome was great.

monday was 10th, 5th monthsary with bb. not a pleasant one but well.. hope 6th monthsary will be better but, i'll be working zzz. :( nvm, at least i get to meet him. sent him to school and i went home to prepare for chalet. called that mothafucker costasands for 3 times and end up they say cannot change the check in time. :@ had brunch at koufu. with liyi and yihong. ate duck rice, supa delicious. :> a very big thanks to yihong for going there with us just to help us to take the chalet key despite having a fever. 10-12oct clique ver1 chalet pictures will be uploaded below this post. the chalet was super dirty and messy, but afterall it's fun! one saddest thing is that the www is closed. :<

muaiix boy will be having his Os from 20oct onwards. lets wish him good luck!!!!! top few student k haha. we'll have less time for each other from tuesday onwards as i've to work + he have to study. no matter what~ you are always in my heart hahahahaha. ^^v and i look forward to the chalet we will be having on 21-23nov. <3

xiaowen and timothy, last long! ^~^ and wtf, my mom is reading this while i'm blogging. LOL.

till then, xoxo.

matter of time

2011-09-23T13:32:00.006+08:00

exams exams exams........... i hate exams. i mean, who doesn't? but i rlly got some personal reasons why i hate exams!!! :'( haven't been studying again. planned to study at night yesterday but ended up watching tv with mom. fail max. school is getting bored nowadays as we have many free periods, like the whole day doing papers only. i'm down with flu...... and i keep sneezing, it makes me feel sleepy. i think i'm going to sleep later. hahaha! maybe i'll try to study awhile later. i got no time to waste!!! N levels is just in a few days! 3 more days in school and it's the end of my secondary school life. should i be sad or happy? i think both huh.... i will miss my friends, teachers, etc, :<.

caught up with kale on wednesday, like finally?! miss her mxm, long time seen we've camwhored like crazy~ planned to have duck rice session with her and chiuping but ended up at mac due to our tired legs. :'( went over to her house aft that. and i fell asleep. LOL. woke up and camwhored, then bused home. :)

kthxendofstory!

it has been a tough week, and i had enough of it... hope that everything will be back to normal. :)

so how?

2011-09-15T22:13:00.003+08:00

i just don't understand why. kthxbye, moodless.

hate this stupid xmm

2011-09-12T18:08:00.004+08:00

hi! well, i've been neglecting this blog for more than a month because my house is renovating and changing all the electricity thingy. therefore, i got no electricity for my comp hahaha! nothing much, just n levels. completed the language papers and tmr there is another exam, cpa practical and i've to be in school by 9am, to be quarantined. -___- can't believe that i'm already taking n levels. old me. :( i tried my best to do the language papers but i think i'm going to get a C for english. it is so unexpected, i thought it was supposed to be easier than prelims but it ended up, like-shit. i remembered what andi told me at that point of time when i got stunned after reading the first question. (never give up) ^^ his words are the most convincing ones in earth~ i should rlly concentrate on the other subjects and stop thinking about the language papers anymore. since it has already been done........... :< no point also...

AND I SHOULD START MUGGING FOR MY N LEVELS ON OCT 3-7 WHICH I HAVE YET TO DO SO.

out with clique to bugis on friday, awesome. :) i did not join them for outings for quite a long period of time.. finally, can have some time with them, and i love them! ^^ 4th month with andi was okay, did not rlly spend much time though. but at least i get to meet him. :) so tempting to meet him everyday. but don't think we have much time nowadays huh. o levels + n levels = ??? AND seriously this stupid girl can just bang her head on the wall hard. don't understand why she cannot use her pea brain to think for others. what for posting all those unnecessary stuffs on twitter/fb, etcetc. and trying to act friendly with me. this makes you look fucking dumb k. nvm i dont blame you. you're just an immature small girl. wait till your brain grow more cells and you'll know how to think. what i can advise you to do is, stop seeking attention from other ppl and making them sympathize you. it's not gonna work, dude. good luck.

oh and i went to change my phone as it couldn't connect or charge. can't even back up, and many things were gone. :( so sad. changed less than a month and i've dropped it like 5-6 times already. clumsy me. :< after changing phone, went to marina barrage. random hahaha, see ppl flying kites and we wanted to buy a kite too. but we didn't, so we slacked there for awhile? and had dinner after that. science buskers yesterday was great. i went there with andi and shahrul. quite interesting though, i placed all my votes in danny's booth. :) all top 5 finalists are from beatty. ^^

time past rlly fast, less than a month and i'm going to leave beatty, all my classmates, schoolmates, teachers, and even clique? :( hope we'll have time for each other. <3 and..... my boyfffff. :'(

love this cute little andi. :D

missing you

2011-08-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

apparently i'm still wasting my time doing things that are not necessary. haven't been studying, don't know when should i start. prelims in 1 week? n levels in 1 month? i need to get serious at times. is not that i'm lazy.. is that i've no motivation to study. gone through a tough weekend as boyf went to melaka and i'm left alone in singapore. miss him so much :( at first i thought that we couldn't contact for 3 days but fortunately there is wifi there! and everyday, i chatted with him by message and call through whatsapp/viber. it is really an useful app. though i'm sick of iphone already, but i'm beginning to think that it is super super useful. especially when contacting friends/relatives from other countries.

had been managing so much of stress recently. well, actually it happens almost everyday? or should i say everyday? :) i don't wish to care or do anything about it anymore. there's just one thing i've to concentrate on now and that is : studies. i'm already so stupid. normal technical stream........ tsktsk. i realised that students from normal technical stream mostly have many family problems... maybe that's one of the main reason why we ended up in this stream? but we shouldn't give up so easily! ^^v so what if people look down on us? as long as we work hard, we won't fail. =p

below are some of the class bonding pictures. ^^

4t1, this is our last class bonding ever. though i don't really like this class but i still love you all la! let's all work hard for the final lap of our secondary school life! ^___^

my lovely sista, gigi. :) we had been good friends since primary school. hope this would last forever! <3

hi this is my lovely boyf. <3 we had been tgt for almost 3 months. eggcited for 3rd month not? HAHAHA. well, basically just want to tell you that i miss you a lot a lot a lot ah! but you keep argue with me i very sad one you know. :( haha but nevermind, it's over. hope we will be back to what we used to be. promise me you won't so bad argue with me for small matters again ok? :) i love you very much! :*

singapore flyer

2011-07-23T00:51:00.004+08:00

time past really fast. :( prelims are getting nearer and nearer. and n lvls are arriving soon too! mt oral next fri.. so stress, hope i won't screw up this time. i really need to start revising my work but i think, it's too late... i don't know many things. i'm lazy to learn. L.A.Z.Y............................... been coughing since few days ago. when will i recover?!?!?! -________- a serious coughhh. :C

well, yst was a memorable and enjoyable day out with boyf. and i've just reached home 1h+ ago. waiting for him to upload the pixs before i go to bed. we didn't take much pixs too. we trained thr and the trip wasn't tht long as i've expected. wanted to spam pixs but thr were too many ppl inside the sg flyer, wasted. cannot go crazy thr. scenery was awesome, but i think afternoon one will be clearer? 2 photo keychains with 2 pixs in each of them for $28. expensive right!!!!!!!!!! bused home and home sweet home!

will edit ltr when i get the pixs.

// hi i'm back to add in pixs!

the end! good nights everyone. xoxo. ^_____^ love you andi!

friends

2011-07-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

Patricia and Phyllis.

One side wearing socks! =p

Patricia and Liyi.

Patricia and her boyf, Yihong, so sweet right? Lastlong! <3

Patricia and I.

Liyi and I.

Phyllis and I, i was trying to act strong but end up failed. HAHAHA!

Newspaper coloured by Liyi and I.

Phyllis and I.

Phyllis eating burger like fking hate the burger like that! :O

Lovely clique! <3

Jesslyn, Liyi and Grace.

Liyi and I.

Celine, Liyi and Rebecca, so cute right? :)

Ambar and Liyi.

Not ready yet!!!!! :@

Liyi and Mrs Adel Tay. Thanks Mrs Tay! All the best. ^^

Liyi: *nono don't take me!! xxx* Me: walau. *pouts*

Patricia drinking teaaaaa. Hahaha.

Liyi and Phyllis.

:O?!

Phyllis, me and Liyi.

Clique! <3

Liyi and I.

Phyllis and Jesslyn.

Liyi and I.

Liyi and I,

<3<3<3

Liyi and I.

C.L.I.Q.U.E! <3

i hope what we said today doesn't really affect you much anymore because all of us said nasty things just because we were all very angry. hope we'll be back to normal. S.O.O.N :) let's all be happiiiigalxs95. i love each and everyone of you here. ^^

to xxxx, you've to be strong in order to overcome this. i know that you're suffering now and it is very unbearable to leave him. we all believe you can do it. be por-shi-sif! :) life has to go on still. don't worry, you won't be alone, we will all accompany you till the end. ^^

GOOD NIGHT! <3

faults?

2011-07-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

everything just happen so suddenly. couldn't believe that i'd actually xxxxxxxxx. i hope that it'd be over!

see you soon. :)

i'm still young

2011-07-09T18:18:00.005+08:00

*photos will be uploaded when i get the pixx aft Liyi has uploaded it. so please stay tuned! ^^*
a blog without pixx looks so wordy and dead.. :(

had quite a memorable day during be yourself day as it is the last year for us, of course we should enjoy!! actually i don't feel that be yourself day is being yourself. we don't even like to study and we still have to study and study in school. took quite a number of pixx and waiting for Liyi to upload it. :) caught Monte Carlo with clique + William and Yihong (Xw's boyf). had fun taking pixx of Xw and Yihong secretly. HAHAHAHA. they're super cute and sweettttttt! Yihong is so sweet enough to confess to her on 8th of July, as her birthday is on 8th. last long!! <3 but don't progress till so fast ar. :X

yst school as per normal and stayed back aft school with Phy and Xw. taught the councillors how to fold foam roses. some learnt really quick and some, very slow just like me. :D Xw stayed for awhile and went off for orals. hope we all do well for our n lvl orals. i know i did not perform well but, i'd try my best to score for my eng paper to pull the marks up! darling accompanied me in the canteen to wait for Xw. :) slacked at bishan with him and played some stupid games ha ha ha.

i finally started to study today as i met up with darling to revise our work tgt. ^^ i did one past year maths paper 1. and got 46/50! 2 marks gone because of careless mistake and another 2 marks gone because i didn't have my protractor with me so didn't do. homeworks are always left in school. koi cafe aft that. tmr's 2nd month with darling. so eggcited for mr popper's penguin tmr. we've missed it over and over again and now, finally got to watch it tmr!!! i love you! ^_^v

stressed up

2011-07-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

hi i'm currently using my iPhone to update my blog. i really don't understand why didn't i have the mood to start studying even when people alr started long ago. fml. what's wrong with me? i'm having my N level english oral on Tuesday, 5th of July. when i was informed that i have orals on Tuesday, i got freak out. why is everything happening so quickly?! omgggg dam afraid man. :( well, so far school's ok. i've a new room tenant here right now in my house and he is fucking handsome please. but he's too old for me to admire! moreover, he has a girlf alr. and he's quite old although he looks super young to me!!! i know that my blog is kinda boring without pixs, but i can't upload the pixs by iPhone here. my computer doesn't have my pixs which i intend to upload. will upload next time. :)

nnpleeandi! i'm looking forward to Monday for the movie with you! <3 i love you. ^~~~~^

shiok

2011-06-27T12:40:00.000+08:00

hi, i'm currently in the comp lab using com with my whole class! teachers are so kind enough to le us use com. but this is the only time. :( everyone's complaining about first day of school in twitter/fb. but first day of school isn't that bad afterall. :) hehehe. will be back soon! byebye! imma go tweet now!

only if I can

2011-06-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

yoyo! finally drew out some time today for beloved darling lee! we planned to go for a movie either at bishan gv/amk cathay. fuck the price so expensive. caught the movie green lantern at 11.20am. it's really a nice show! i think there will be a part 2 and it'd be yellow lantern, HAHAHA pretty much obvious uh for those who watched. we were supposed to watch mr popper's penguins at first. but both of us were late! i reached j8 at 11.10am, which was the timing of the movie......... actually still got time to watch one but darling was late by 10min LOL. he reached j8 around 11.18am? but i dont't blame you la ok! hehehe. bought the tickets, drinks and rushed in the cinema. was coughing away during the movie :(( and had difficulty breathing due to my block and running nose. wtf -______-

time past very quickly, the movie ended and both of us went to ntuc to buy some snacks and ginger for my mummy as i didn't feel like eating. darling did not eat as well because he don't want me to see him eating??? sweet much?! hahaha~ ok la i love you mxm. :)

^^

2011-06-22T08:43:00.001+08:00

LEEEEE ANDIIIIII I LOVE YOU! <3

hope that it'll never happen again

2011-06-16T11:54:00.000+08:00

hi! met sarahtwq on tuesday to shop at cotton on! :):) had great fun shopping there. hope i can hang out with sarahtwq soon! not forgetting chuakale, hehe. i'm gng for bbq later. bbq today, tmr, and sat. gna grow fatter and hope i won't become chaodah qw after the 3 days of bbq-ing. LOL. but we'll definitely have fun in the bbq. (hope so) hahaha. i don't feel like gng for today's bbq, when i don't know much ppl there. :( arg.

andi, hope we can meet soon. <3 if have time..:(

seeya, i will be back, SOON! :D

when two hearts collide

2011-06-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

watched x-men, not a bad show anyw. hahaha. should have part2. didn't get to meet andi today. :( poor one month anniversary. but well~~~~~~~~ happy 1st monthsary. i love you! <3

#lifeisboring

2011-06-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

hi! i wonder how long i can endure staying at home for this whole month. though it is so boring, i still managed to survive till today! :D i have not started studying yet as i've really no time. i'm taking over all my mom's 'chores' for the time being.. :( i've to wake up at 7am everyday y'know!! so sleepy now.....

guess what? i finally go into twitter and tweet! which is like so impossible, i'm always inactive in twitter. =p but now, i go into twitter more oftenly. twitter isn't that boring as i thought.

awwwww whatsup andi! 1 more day. =p miss me? i miss you too!!!! hahahahaha. can't wait to kick you LOL. ok la, can see me soon alr. <3

happygirl123

2011-06-06T11:09:00.000+08:00

hehehe, mum was discharged on sat and she feels better nowwwwwww! :D hi andi, i also feel that i'm crazy talking to myself here. we're both crazy! 4 more days! =p

exhausted

2011-06-03T12:29:00.000+08:00

hi, i'm in the hospital again hahaha. just eaten lunch there. i am so full..... feeling so lethargic/restless now. i slept at 1am+ last night and woke up at 7am.. i've to sit there and all i can do is only talk. :( i even tied two pony tails to act cute and make mom smile. so shy. :$:$ mom will be discharged tmr! weeeeeeee. gong xi gong xi. kekeke.

as usual, i webcammed! :D

BOOMZ! byebye!

health is the most important thing in our lives

2011-06-02T13:18:00.002+08:00

hi, i'm in the hospital again. it's still freezing cold here. mom can get off bed and walk slowly already. but she'll be discharged on sat instead of fri because her wound is still bleeding.. :( mom was super cute just now. hahaha she did something super funny and retarded. i think i drank too much water, kept wanting to go to the washroom and pee! HAHAHHAHAHA.

eventually i got bored, so i started to webcam and do some stupid actions. kakaka.

bye! see you soon.

pale or radiant?

2011-06-01T13:40:00.002+08:00

yay?! mom looks more radiant after inserting one packet of blood into her blood vessels! hehehe, she'll recover soon. :D

blessed

2011-06-01T10:53:00.008+08:00

yo what's up, it's already the start of a new month! and I haven't been studying/revising my work. i've already forgotten everything that were taught in school. i don't want to start mugging last minute for my preliminarys and n'lvls. i'm still thinking if i could get As for all my subjects. even if i can't, at least 5As and 1B will satisfy me. jiayou qianwen, you can do it man!

i'm in the hospital again and i'm enjoying the aircon there. somehow i think that it is too cold for the patients. and i'm gna freeze to death again hahaha. i saw the tumor and the 'zi gong' and it is freaking big oh-my-gosh, it is bigger than my fist ok. mom didn't dare to take a look at it as it is quite disgusting. luckily, it is taken out already. god bless my mom. <3 thanks a lot god~ i love my mama more than anything! :D idk what they put to make the ward smell so fragrant, i'm loving it. and the scenery is good here too. a big thumbs up for mount alvernia hospital's excellent service. ^^

here are some pics taken in the hospital, and my ruined nails. :(

hi andi I love you! <3 i don't care what people think about me. let them say what they want to and understand the situation, and naturally, they'll shut their mouths someday~ i feel so blessed to have you with me around by my side. no matter what, i'd not let go of you again. i love all your nonsense and 'bullshits' hahaha. 谢谢你 li an de!

byebye!

melted

2011-05-31T21:33:00.003+08:00

seeing those posts makes me feel so touched hahaha but saw many things which I didn't want to. but were curious and took a look at it. -.-

a new start

2011-05-31T16:23:00.002+08:00

i'm currently in the hospital (mount alvernia) accompanying my mummy and i'm feeling so cold now. she'd just finish her operation 5hours ago. thus, she is super weak now. i could feel her pain. :( she could not even talk. the aircon is just above her and it-is-super-cold-right-now. just finish redo-ing this blog and nobody knows this link. hahaha, feel so stupid posting all these when nobody's here to read it! but it's ok, i can read it myself for fun, joy and laughter. LOL.

sad to say that i've to stay at home for 5 days alone. doing housechores all by myself. it can be tiring okay. i just had my nails painted on fri. and now!!! R.U.I.N.E.D. alright, my netbook is running out of battery and there's no plug for me to charge my netbook. grrrr... seeya!

hi andi! i love you ok! =p